unashamed

i read tonight this passage, and i loved it. i care too much about what other people think. to the fault where i sacrifice myself, and my relationship with christ, my heart, my soul, my spirit. for what. man is but dust.

"as jesus and his disciples were leaving jericho, a large crowd followed him. two blind men were sitting by the roadside, and when they heard that jesus was going by, they shouted, 'lord, son of david, have mercy on us!' the crowd rebuked them and told them to be quiet, but they shouted all the louder, 'lord, son of david, have mercy on us!'"
matthew 20:29-31

love that. i have decided today, and maybe i've decided this before, but it feels new, and right. i have decided that i am going to be exactly who i want to be. as i stand alone, before god, and before others, i want to hold my head high knowing that i was and did all that god made me for.

and i will be unashamed.