sunshine

i'm feeling a bit under the weather today, probably from all that sunshine and time in the grass i had yesterday. yoga in the park, worship music, sunshine lightly reddening my skin. it was wonderful. the only downside was the minor detail of me having to go to the bathroom pretty bad and the realization that there were none around, and i'd be putting myself into some interesting poses that might increase the urgency of my state. all worked out in the end. meaning, i didn't wet my pants. it was a great day.

i'm struggling with fear right now. not that fear is new for me or anything, but fear...lies.... i'm tired of it, and yet my lack of time with God brings the question, what am i choosing.

it has rained all day today. although i loved the sunshine and heat on saturday i'm not sure i'm ready to give away my winter/spring yet. i'll accept and love this cold weather as long as we have it because i know what's coming shortly, and then my sunshine intake will be on overdose.

for we are more than conquerors