i'm feeling a bit under the weather today, probably from all that sunshine and time in the grass i had yesterday. yoga in the park, worship music, sunshine lightly reddening my skin. it was wonderful. the only downside was the minor detail of me having to go to the bathroom pretty bad and the realization that there were none around, and i'd be putting myself into some interesting poses that might increase the urgency of my state. all worked out in the end. meaning, i didn't wet my pants. it was a great day.
i'm struggling with fear right now. not that fear is new for me or anything, but fear...lies.... i'm tired of it, and yet my lack of time with God brings the question, what am i choosing.
it has rained all day today. although i loved the sunshine and heat on saturday i'm not sure i'm ready to give away my winter/spring yet. i'll accept and love this cold weather as long as we have it because i know what's coming shortly, and then my sunshine intake will be on overdose.
for we are more than conquerors
the african daesy in america
- MeginAfrica
- Mesa, Arizona, United States
- She doesn't own a dress Her hair is always a mess ... She only drinks coffee at midnight When the moment is not right Her timing is quite, unusual You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuitions magic, and the shape of her body Unusual
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Oh how different the perspective is from someone who lives in Minnesota compared to Arizona. I didn't wear a coat today. It was 40 degrees outside. HEAT WAVE! It was sunny all day. Glorious. I'm filled with fear lately too Meg. The fear of being alone. The fear of being unseen. I sometimes feel like my parents don't even see me. That they don't notice that I am doing horribly.
I reminded myself today that God sees me. That if He could be here in the physical form, he would have his hand on the back of my neck, or playing with my hair. He sees me. He knows that I'm doing horribly.
Spend some time with Him Megan. He loves you. He sees you.
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